I woke up around 4 AM last night with a very upset tummy. I woke up with my body screaming at me to get out of bed to go to the potty so I acted out of instinct, barely awake, stumbling to the bathroom so I could relieve myself. I plopped my slightly soggy diapered butt down on the toilet seat because I had a feeling that this was going to take a while. Felt rather odd sitting there tbh; I hadn't sat on a toilet seat in a very long time. I started to miss the warmth of my sheets after the first half hour.
I kept myself entertained with my phone while I sat there in my messy diaper on the toilet waiting for my body to do what it needed to do. I felt pretty helpless because my tummy hurt so bad. I have a feeling what caused this; it's just another food to add to the list that I can't eat anymore if I wish to avoid such a negative response. It's crazy how my body has become so intolerant of shitty processed foods. I've lost a decent bit of weight switching to foods that don't make my tummy protest in anger.
It's funny how as soon as I stood up, thinking my ordeal was all over, I felt my tummy gurgle again, telling me I wasn't quite finished. I waddled my way into the kitchen so I could get a big glass of water (it helps me a lot in shitty situations like these), doing my best to keep the heavy weight of my mess firmly centered in my diaper. It felt really heavy. I couldn't believe how heavy it felt. I pondered if I should change and go back to the potty but I'm on a bit of a tight budget; wasting a diaper for the last little bit of what my body had to push out immediately felt like a bad decision so I went back and finished my business, changed into a fresh diaper after cleaning the mess, and went back to sleep.
I bet you can guess what happened when I woke up. I didn't even get to have my coffee and I'm already on my hands and knees on my bedroom floor, feeling the same pain from hours earlier. I felt like shit because my sleep got interrupted by my messing episode in the dead of night.
As always, everything from my wishlist adds time onto my messy diaper challenge. This challenge sure has impacted my finances in a negative way with the increased number of diapers. Keep me diapered and messing here: https://throne.com/dtashley
I know it’s been a while since I’ve done one of these. Terribly sorry about that! I assure you that I haven’t deviated from the challenge, nor have I touched a potty anywhere at any time. This challenge started on July 26, 2021, which was 3 years, 10 months, and 13 days ago. I’m so close to my 4 year anniversary! Currently, the challenge ends on July 10, 2026, but I don’t think you guys will let me stop. (Pretty please don’t let me stop; I love this challenge) I had my first messing around my friends at my new place last weekend for my housewarming party. We got chinese takeout and something in the food didn't sit right with my tummy, so I excused myself to the bathroom, squatted down, and did the deed in my diaper as I had no other option. I had the fan on to make some background noise. Afterwards, I cleaned myself up and changed into a fresh diaper that I had stashed under the sink. While the friends I invited over know I need diapers, they don't know about my messing cha...
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