I know it’s been a while since I’ve done one of these. Terribly sorry about that! I assure you that I haven’t deviated from the challenge, nor have I touched a potty anywhere at any time. This challenge started on July 26, 2021, which was 3 years, 10 months, and 13 days ago. I’m so close to my 4 year anniversary! Currently, the challenge ends on July 10, 2026, but I don’t think you guys will let me stop.
(Pretty please don’t let me stop; I love this challenge)
I had my first messing around my friends at my new place last weekend for my housewarming party. We got chinese takeout and something in the food didn't sit right with my tummy, so I excused myself to the bathroom, squatted down, and did the deed in my diaper as I had no other option. I had the fan on to make some background noise. Afterwards, I cleaned myself up and changed into a fresh diaper that I had stashed under the sink. While the friends I invited over know I need diapers, they don't know about my messing challenge and it's going to stay that way. They don’t even know what I do online lol I just tell them I have no social media.
Earlier that week, I went out for groceries because I was all out of eggs. On the way to the store (it was a 20 minute drive, ugh) I had some coffee on an empty tummy. I thought since I had water before the coffee that I’d be okay, but… I thought wrong. Not long after I started shopping, my tummy got all rumbly. It physically hurt trying to hold it, but I managed to make it to the parking lot before I couldn't hold it anymore.
I always park the farthest away from the store that I can so that I can get some extra steps in, and it paid off. There was nobody around for at least 60 or 70 feet, and since it was so noisy outside, I felt comfortable enough to give into my body’s needs and let my body do what it needed to do. The sheer and utter relief I felt after I gave in and accepted reality was just incredible. I didn’t stop walking as I messed; I had to look as normal as I could.
Well, as normal as someone messing their soggy diaper would look, I suppose.
I was wearing a knee-length skirt and a long sleeve top because it was a little chilly out. By the time I was done letting it all out, my diaper was sagging! I distinctly remember feeling the weight of the diaper dig into my hips; I’m pretty sure I had pizza the day before. I’m super lactose intolerant, but I won’t ever give up pizza, so… yeah lol. Skirts are great because the diapers don’t really imprint or show through. If I’d been wearing shorts or pants, it would have been quite obvious I was wearing a diaper. I had to drive with the windows down because the smell got a little obvious, and I didn’t really wanna smell that on the long drive home. When I got home, I had to wait for a few of my neighbors to walk past, sooo that was a few extra minutes of sitting in a messy diaper. Fun fun.
I recently asked Twitter to vote on if I can wear a skirt on my balcony or nothing at all when I enjoy my morning coffee. I think you can guess what they picked: no bottoms. I have a privacy screen up so that nobody can see me, but the floor is made of 2x4s, soooo my downstairs neighbor can look up and see my thick undies. I definitely need an outdoor rug (it’s on the wishlist lol) so they won’t be able to look up and discover my secret if I get that. I wanna do this more often, but I’m really afraid of them hearing crinkles and looking up.
I love going out on my balcony. Great views, quiet neighborhood. It’s so relaxing and truly freeing to go out there and be my true self: happy in diapers. Whether they’re soggy or messy (or both!), it doesn’t matter. A full diaper = true happiness.
I’ve still been messing my nighttime diaper to keep costs low. I’ll wake up, throw on some random shirt, and make breakfast in just that shirt and my diaper. Nobody can see in through my windows, so it doesn’t really matter what I wear. Once I have my coffee, I get comfortable on my balcony and scroll through stuffs on my phone until I feel that welcome urge. I’ll pull my legs up to my chest and maybe push if I need to (I usually don’t have to, though!) I’m all about staying health-conscious, and if I’m going to keep doing this, I have to stay as healthy as possible. Even though I’ve messed my diapers exclusively for so long, I haven’t gotten a bladder infection or a UTI ever since I started this challenge.
During the day, whenever I’m cleaning or doing chores, I like to put random ABDL hypnosis on my speakers and just let my brain absorb it passively. Yes, I know it’s nowhere near as effective as going into trance is, but I think it’s more akin to a reinforcement session. I think it’s helpful, and it’s nice to listen to as I mindlessly get stupid chores done. Why listen to pop music when you can have diaper dependency and messing hypno play in the background? Sometimes, I’ll let some files play in the background when I go to take a nap. Falling asleep to being told that good girls fill their diapers makes me feel very little, cozy, and content.
I love it, more than you’ll ever know.
This challenge started on July 26, 2021, which was 3 years, 10 months, and 13 days ago. I’m so close to my 4 year anniversary! Currently, the challenge ends on July 10, 2026, which is 1 year, 1 month, and 7 days away.
Anything equivalent to the cost of one bag of diapers (~$40) adds one week onto the timer, and goes up proportionally to the chart below. Right now, since my birthday (July 5) is less than a month away, everything gets a 1.5x time multiplier! Below are the normal time rewards, so just multiply those times by 1.5.
1 bag of diapers = 1 week onto the timer
1 case of diapers (4 bags) = 5 weeks onto the timer
2 cases of diapers (8 bags) = 12 weeks onto the timer
3 cases of diapers (12 bags) = 18 weeks onto the timer.
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