I still find it rather funny how much time this challenge has. I realistically thought I'd be doing this for a couple weeks to a month tops but nooooo, a select few of you deemed it necessary that I mess my diapers for years.
I'm not one to back down from a challenge, but... holy shit. The timer reached 5 years total time earlier this year, long enough to enact some sort of change in my level of control. Messing is so much easier and has become something that I just let happen. It's relaxing to let my body push it out on its own. Why bother exerting myself and let it take my attention away from what I'm doing when my diaper will inevitably handle whatever is going on down there? What's a little extra warmth and weight?
Speaking of how easy it is to mess, I was out shopping for books last week and felt the urge to poop come out of nowhere. I haven't been able to hold it as long in recent months and I didn't want to drive all the way home; it was going to take me too long and I didn't want to sit in a messy diaper for that long. I didn't want to mess around the shop's few customers; my body only lets go when it's safe to do so. Yes, I've tried to get around that but I've been and probably always will be a shy pooper.
So I did the best that I could in an iffy situation. I walked as fast as I could to the restrooms, praying that it'd be empty. I was so relieved when I found out they were. I locked myself in there (it was a single person restroom), then stopped worrying about what was going to happen.
I let it happen, right then and there. At least my diaper was halfway soggy; I think it was some LFB diaper if I remember right. I don't mess in public all that often so I figured this would be good practice for changing a messy diaper away from home.
Thankfully, the mess wasn't as bad as I thought. The wipes I brought in my bag made quick work and got me clean in a jiffy. I stowed my messed diaper in a scented trash bag and figured I'd dispose of it elsewhere because the trash can they had in there was so small. I threw it in the dumpster at my apartment when I got home.
This challenge can't be done without your help. Everything from my wishlist adds time onto the timer. I know it's a bit of a Catch 22 because while I would like to not push the timer further, I need diapers. More diapers = more time on the timer, making it so that the challenge keeps getting extended.
It's fun, isn't it? https://throne.com/dtashley
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