Messy Diaper Challenge Update (6/02/2023)

 Color me surprised.

I woke up two nights ago to roll over, just awake enough to get more comfortable before I let sleep take hold of me once more. You know what I'm talking about, right? How you wake up for mere seconds to get cozier before you're asleep again?

Well, as soon as I rolled over, I felt the oh-so-familiar feeling of something warm and heavy sliding into my diaper. I thought I was dreaming and tried to fall asleep again but then the smell hit me like a ton of bricks. I sat up in a flash to check but the heat radiating from the seat of my diaper was undeniable proof of what I had done.

What was shocking was that I hadn't even felt the urge grow within me. I hadn't felt any sort of movement from my tummy that would signify that I needed to go #2 until it was already coming out. I didn't push. I didn't cough. I didn't do anything that would help push that hot load into my diaper and yet, it happened anyway.

Granted, I had a few drinks that night and snacked on some popcorn, so I wonder if that had anything to do with it. Guess I can't eat microwave popcorn anymore; it would seem that there's something in there that just upsets my tummy in such a way that I have a "negative reaction" if you catch my drift.

I'm sorry it took me a couple of days to gather my thoughts about this; I was genuinely shocked; scared even. For the hypnosis to work coupled with almost two years of exclusively messing my diapers is just... I don't know. I think I liked that it happened out of my conscious control, but a small part of me also doesn't like that it happened out of my control, if that makes sense.

For those wondering, I've used a mix of subliminals and hypno files from various high quality sources. What works for me might not work for you, so I recommend doing some research to find what works for you. I like using the files from Fiona Clearwater and some Mindmaster files. Should I keep listening to those files that encourage messing?