TL;DR: Messing is really fun because it improves my life, I'm back to using the Potty Diaper Nights hypnosis to make me mess in my sleep again, and I'm using larger toys anally almost every day in the hopes that it'll make it easier for me to mess at night.
It's gotten so easy to let my body take control over its needs. In fact, messing has improved my quality of life over using the potty. Yes, pooping my diapers has made my life better. Don't believe me? Here's how it does!
1. I don't spend half an hour sitting on the toilet browsing stuff on my phone anymore. I mess, clean up, and I'm in a fresh diaper in five minutes tops. This saves me so much time each day because I'm going to change and use baby wipes with each change anyways.
2. It's a good excuse to get into a fresh diaper.
3. I don't have to stop what I'm doing when the urge to poop hits me. Everyone else has to scurry off to find a potty, but not me! I can keep doing what I'm doing, use my diaper for its intended purpose, and then change when I'm ready.
4. The toilet never ever smells nasty nor do I have to clean it as often because I'm the only one who ever really used it. Now my bathroom always smells clean!
I went back to using the potty diaper nights hypnosis because a lot of people wanted me to and an ever-growing part of me wanted to see what it was like to wake up messy. I've had no success in actually waking up messy, but I've had more than a few instances where I wake up feeling like I need to mess, though! It's funny how I'm fine with waking up messy now, but I'm not fine with messing and going back to sleep. I've started using diaper rash cream in between my buttocks every night just in case it happens, by the way.
Simply reading the description of the hypnosis file makes me want it more and more with every time I read it, especially this part here: This session will help you overcome all of this, and accept that it's a very good thing to do a poopy in your diaper, avoiding retention. You will learn to accept that wearing a diaper, being a baby and having potty pants are all good for you. The focus of the session will be directed primarily on achieving these positive results while sleeping soundly.
I wonder how it'll happen the first time. Maybe it'll be like when I was doing my bedwetting training? I remember my first time bedwetting quite fondly. I woke up in the middle of using my diaper in the middle of the night after days of training. Will I wake up in the middle of pooping my diaper like I did during my bedwetting training? Or will I wake up in the morning with a hot load of poo in the seat of my diaper? I suppose only time will tell! =D
I keep wondering if using larger and larger anal toys will help me in my journey to become a night time messer. After a few weeks of using my toys (I need bigger and thicker ones!), I've noticed that it's easier for my poop to slide out on its own with very little pushing on my part. I did get the electric enema which I used before and after my anal activities, but it broke after a week or so. It was nice to use because after my anal stretching, I would use the enema to clean all the lube out of me. If I used it again before letting out the water I pumped inside, then the second batch of water would help flush me out from much deeper inside me. Since I can't use the potty for anything at all, I have to use my diapers to take care of what the enema puts inside me. I really love the sensation of the diaper getting thicker and thicker back there like I just spent a whole night bedwetting in it. (I put a regular enema kit back on my wishlist!)
It is super duper hard trying to clench down after pushing in and out a 2+ inch thick toy for over an hour, but I was able to keep leaks to a minimum by fully seating the tip of the electric enema inside me. When I pull it out, I have only seconds before I can't control the flow of water mixed with lube and poop anymore. I love giving myself these kinds of enemas because I have no control over what comes out and I love how empty I feel on the inside once I'm all done.
Everything on my wishlist adds time onto my messy diaper challenge timer. It currently ends on July 1, 2023 which is 438 days away. This means that we're less than a month away from doing this challenge for 2 full years because we started on July 26, 2021.
1: Throw away all of your underwear (but keep your bras if you’re a lady!). This leaves you nothing but diapers to wear as underwear, and as we all know, wearing nothing down there can lead to some irritation. Not good for princess parts! Throwing away all of your undies ensures that you’ll have to wear diapers, and nothing but diapers. If you want to truly commit to this, then do that, or if you’re on the fence about it and want to try it out, stash all of your undies in a backpack or something that you can lock or put a lock on, then give that key to your bestie and have them not give it back until a week, two weeks, a month, or however long you feel like! 1a. Buy a large supply of diapers. I chose to go with the Abena M4 for starters, and have kept with it all the way through. For when you start dribbling (see below!), you can switch to a thinner diaper, like the cloth backed Abena M2. For lighter days, I’ve found that tena makes some decent diapers, same with Tranquility/Select...
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