Only four months? Feels like a lot longer than that haha. Today marked the 125th day of me messing my diapers full time.
On days that I don't make messes, I let myself have some fun with my butt plugs (wish I had bigger ones; I would love to feel more full especially when I'm relaxing at home) because when I push it out, it feels like I'm pooping myself. I really enjoy letting it rest inside of me, all snug and in its rightful place, letting my hole get tighter until I get to push it out. It's how I've been practicing messing in different spots and positions. It also helps me enjoy pushing stuff into my diaper. =P
Public family bathroom? (One person bathroom with lock on door so I was alone. :P) Easy. I just sat on the potty and pushed the plug out. The diaper kept it held in place, making it easy for me to put my hand on the seat of my diaper and push it right back in. Makes shopping for groceries fun.
In my car at a stoplight? Super easy. Same shit as before in the public bathroom. Diaper keeps it held in place all I have to do is push it right back into place.
It truly feels satisfying (and naughty af, too!) to not only be padded, but plugged in public. I hope it doesn't make me get used to pooping my diaper in public haha; not really trying to get there.
A couple weeks ago, I went shopping at Wal-Mart to get some essentials and I had decided to have some fun with the plug once I got back in my car. I wanted to push my plug out a few times before the ride home. On the third push, though, I felt something else other than the plug follow the plug into my diaper. I believe I was wearing a Rearz Dino at the time; I didn't have to worry about leaking or anything cuz of the tall leakguards. I got lucky when I realized it was only a small amount of poo, but I didn't feel like I had to go. I obviously couldn't push the plug back in, so I made it home pretty quickly and cleaned everything up.
Life sure is full of surprises when you're plugged and padded!
As for Thanksgiving dinner with my family, as I do with every time I hang out with them, I do my bestest to hide the fact that I'm wearing a diaper. In previous years I'd wear a super thin diaper like the Tranquility ATN but this year I wore a Betterdry; my parents like to pour heavy with the wine. I made sure not to drink a lot cuz I didn't plan on changing at their house.
Before that, though, while I was at my place, I made sure to push as much as I could into my diaper that morning, staying crouched down for what felt like forever. I didn't eat anything in the days leading up to this day that would upset my stomach and make me poop more than once that day. Kinda wish I had that electric enema on my wishlist; it'd make it sooooo easy making sure that I'm totally cleaned out.
And yes, that messy, hot enema water would have no place to go but right into my diaper. Still can't use the toilet for anything.
Lastly, I've been learning to eat a lot better and I've been figuring out what foods make my stomach upset. Chicken with too much olive oil, ramen noodles, and junk food all lead to mushy messes that are horrible and hard to clean up compared to messes that are solid and mainly one or two pieces. I don't mind doing this challenge so long as I can keep my messes easy to clean up.
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