My life revolves around diapers.
Total shocker, right? You'd think it would be a curse, but it is, in fact, quite the opposite.
I consider it a blessing!
Every morning begins with me waking up and checking my diaper, which is always warm and soaked. I've become accustomed to waking up like this, and while many would look down at my situation, I try to focus on the positives. Sure, I need diapers, but I made myself need them. It was my choice. They're like a security blanket of sorts; they make me feel safe and comforted like nothing else. I almost always get a full night of rest because of them. Gone are the days of me waking up in the middle of the night to go relieve myself. It is simply so much easier being a bedwetter again.
When I eventually roll out of bed, if my diaper isn't at the point of leaking, I'll stay in it until I hop in the shower. Luckily, this is usually the case, and whenever I do have to change immediately, I'll tape on a Tranquility ATN or wear some cheap pull up that has just enough padding to keep me from leaking as there is no point in taping on a high-end diaper if I'm not going to wet it fully.
I'll make some coffee and breakfast, and in the time that it takes for me to make some food and prep the coffee maker, I'll drink a couple glasses of water to keep me flowing. I'll sit down at my table and enjoy how squishy my diaper is by wiggling about. Even though I've lost some of that fetishy allure for diapers since I wear them all the time, I love how they can still turn me on, even to this day. I've been wearing diapers exclusively for over three years, and while there have been some moments where I regretted choosing to diaper train myself, the vast majority of my time spent in diapers has been absolutely incredible. I feel sexier, cuter, and hell, I feel more confident!
Who would have thought that adult diapers could do that for me?
When breakfast is finally done, I'll pull off my shirt, untape my diaper, and turn on the hot water in the shower; I can't stand cold showers. If you're wondering if I pee while I'm in the shower, yes, of course I do. Being diaper trained isn't something you can turn on and off like a light switch, it's an all or nothing deal. Since I like to drink a lot of water and a cup of coffee to keep me peeing in the morning, further cementing my training and dependency on diapers, there is a very high chance of me dribbling while I shower, and yeah, sometimes I do dribble on the floor.
When I'm done with my shower, if I'm still dribbling a lot, I'll slip on a cheap pull up; they're great for this exact situation. They can be the shittiest, cheapest pull up, but that's okay because I'm only going to wear them for like... five to ten minutes at the most? If I'm not dribbling a lot, I'll just clench a baby diaper between my legs to catch my dribbles. I have a stack of them right next to my sink in my bathroom.
I'll dry myself off, then lay down on my changing pad/bedwetting pad from the night before. Since I'm basically almost always peeing, it's a lot easier for me to change laying down than standing up. I place the fresh diaper beneath me, tear the sides on the pull up, then pull it away from me. I'll sprinkle some powder on my lady bits, tape up my fresh diaper, make sure that it fits me well, then get dressed for the day. If I'm staying in for the day, I'll usually just throw on a T-shirt and wear my diaper as my bottoms; it's a lot easier to change if I'm not wearing anything down there.
During the day, my diaper doesn't really get that much attention, to be honest. It's just my underwear, after all. Are you always aware of your panties or your boxers during the day? Not really, unless you get a wedgie, of course! The only time that I really pay attention to my diaper is when I feel my butt cheeks start to feel wet; that's my indication that I should check myself and see if I need to change, and most of the time, I am in need of a diaper change at that point. I'm always dribbling, though it depends on how much I drink and how often I drink.
Sometimes I'll play with myself, though I don't really finger myself that much anymore. Vibrators and other toys are a woman's best friend in getting off, so there's really no need for me to shove my hand down the front of my diaper when I can just grind against my vibrator. Clean up is super easy, too! I can just squirt in my comfy diaper and go about my day if I still have some dry padding left. The rush I get from walking around in a wet and cum-filled diaper is second to none because nobody around me knows that I've been a very naughty girl.
At the end of the day, even if my diaper is a little wet or halfway wet, I still change it when I'm about to hop in bed. This ensures that I won't leak at night most of the time. To help me sleep better, I always make sure my fresh diaper is taped up all nice and snug, then I make sure that I'm centered on my bedwetting pad; I don't go to sleep without one. Sometimes I'll tease myself with my vibrator, but most nights I just fall asleep to watching some random TV show on my phone.
Then the cycle repeats, day after day after day.
Total shocker, right? You'd think it would be a curse, but it is, in fact, quite the opposite.
I consider it a blessing!
Every morning begins with me waking up and checking my diaper, which is always warm and soaked. I've become accustomed to waking up like this, and while many would look down at my situation, I try to focus on the positives. Sure, I need diapers, but I made myself need them. It was my choice. They're like a security blanket of sorts; they make me feel safe and comforted like nothing else. I almost always get a full night of rest because of them. Gone are the days of me waking up in the middle of the night to go relieve myself. It is simply so much easier being a bedwetter again.
When I eventually roll out of bed, if my diaper isn't at the point of leaking, I'll stay in it until I hop in the shower. Luckily, this is usually the case, and whenever I do have to change immediately, I'll tape on a Tranquility ATN or wear some cheap pull up that has just enough padding to keep me from leaking as there is no point in taping on a high-end diaper if I'm not going to wet it fully.
I'll make some coffee and breakfast, and in the time that it takes for me to make some food and prep the coffee maker, I'll drink a couple glasses of water to keep me flowing. I'll sit down at my table and enjoy how squishy my diaper is by wiggling about. Even though I've lost some of that fetishy allure for diapers since I wear them all the time, I love how they can still turn me on, even to this day. I've been wearing diapers exclusively for over three years, and while there have been some moments where I regretted choosing to diaper train myself, the vast majority of my time spent in diapers has been absolutely incredible. I feel sexier, cuter, and hell, I feel more confident!
Who would have thought that adult diapers could do that for me?
When breakfast is finally done, I'll pull off my shirt, untape my diaper, and turn on the hot water in the shower; I can't stand cold showers. If you're wondering if I pee while I'm in the shower, yes, of course I do. Being diaper trained isn't something you can turn on and off like a light switch, it's an all or nothing deal. Since I like to drink a lot of water and a cup of coffee to keep me peeing in the morning, further cementing my training and dependency on diapers, there is a very high chance of me dribbling while I shower, and yeah, sometimes I do dribble on the floor.
When I'm done with my shower, if I'm still dribbling a lot, I'll slip on a cheap pull up; they're great for this exact situation. They can be the shittiest, cheapest pull up, but that's okay because I'm only going to wear them for like... five to ten minutes at the most? If I'm not dribbling a lot, I'll just clench a baby diaper between my legs to catch my dribbles. I have a stack of them right next to my sink in my bathroom.
I'll dry myself off, then lay down on my changing pad/bedwetting pad from the night before. Since I'm basically almost always peeing, it's a lot easier for me to change laying down than standing up. I place the fresh diaper beneath me, tear the sides on the pull up, then pull it away from me. I'll sprinkle some powder on my lady bits, tape up my fresh diaper, make sure that it fits me well, then get dressed for the day. If I'm staying in for the day, I'll usually just throw on a T-shirt and wear my diaper as my bottoms; it's a lot easier to change if I'm not wearing anything down there.
During the day, my diaper doesn't really get that much attention, to be honest. It's just my underwear, after all. Are you always aware of your panties or your boxers during the day? Not really, unless you get a wedgie, of course! The only time that I really pay attention to my diaper is when I feel my butt cheeks start to feel wet; that's my indication that I should check myself and see if I need to change, and most of the time, I am in need of a diaper change at that point. I'm always dribbling, though it depends on how much I drink and how often I drink.
Sometimes I'll play with myself, though I don't really finger myself that much anymore. Vibrators and other toys are a woman's best friend in getting off, so there's really no need for me to shove my hand down the front of my diaper when I can just grind against my vibrator. Clean up is super easy, too! I can just squirt in my comfy diaper and go about my day if I still have some dry padding left. The rush I get from walking around in a wet and cum-filled diaper is second to none because nobody around me knows that I've been a very naughty girl.
At the end of the day, even if my diaper is a little wet or halfway wet, I still change it when I'm about to hop in bed. This ensures that I won't leak at night most of the time. To help me sleep better, I always make sure my fresh diaper is taped up all nice and snug, then I make sure that I'm centered on my bedwetting pad; I don't go to sleep without one. Sometimes I'll tease myself with my vibrator, but most nights I just fall asleep to watching some random TV show on my phone.
Then the cycle repeats, day after day after day.
Misbehaving in an unknown to others way, has an emotional charge to it.
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