Okay, so I'll be honest... this came as a bit of a shock to me.
I was working on some captions earlier today, and my tummy had felt a little upset for most of the morning. I've been training myself to mess my diapers more frequently now, basically letting it come out as soon as I feel it no matter where I am or what I'm doing. I don't try to force it out, I just let it happen. I try not to mess myself if my diaper is fresh or barely wet, as I can't afford to simply change out of a fresh diaper the second I have a messy accident in it.
If y'all are wondering what I do when I mess myself in public, well, good plastic diapers can hold in smelly scents fairly well if they're taped up right, so I don't really worry that much when it comes to messing in public. I always have a good excuse if someone smells my messy diaper; I just say I stepped in dog poo on my way into the store/wherever I am. For the several times that that has happened, they've always accepted that excuse.
I was working on some captions at my desk when I coughed kinda hard. I thought I felt something come out, but it didn't feel like I had to go poo, especially since I had made it to the big girl's potty earlier that morning. I dismissed the idea that I had just had an actual messy accident in my diaper until I coughed again, harder this time, (my throat was kinda dry from not drinking anything that morning) and then I definitely felt something come out.
I stood up in a flash and patted my diapered butt; I definitely felt something there. Since I had already messed myself a little bit, I guessed that I might have a little bit left more in me, so I squatted down next to my desk and pushed as hard as I could until I had nothing left in me. And since my diaper wasn't all that wet, I sat back down for another hour or so until my diaper was ready to change.
This was just one of many real messy accidents, and it's getting easier to mess my diaper as time goes on; I just don't think about it and let it happen.
You know how your dreams can be influenced by external noises? Like, you fall asleep watching tiktok and it keeps looping and playing the same audio, and then that audio affects your dreams? Well, after some of my dreams got influenced by whichever tiktok I fell asleep to, that gave me a wonderful idea! I found a soft and calming piano song, then recorded myself saying affirming lines. Here are some of my favs!
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