Okay, so I'll be honest... this came as a bit of a shock to me.
I was working on some captions earlier today, and my tummy had felt a little upset for most of the morning. I've been training myself to mess my diapers more frequently now, basically letting it come out as soon as I feel it no matter where I am or what I'm doing. I don't try to force it out, I just let it happen. I try not to mess myself if my diaper is fresh or barely wet, as I can't afford to simply change out of a fresh diaper the second I have a messy accident in it.
If y'all are wondering what I do when I mess myself in public, well, good plastic diapers can hold in smelly scents fairly well if they're taped up right, so I don't really worry that much when it comes to messing in public. I always have a good excuse if someone smells my messy diaper; I just say I stepped in dog poo on my way into the store/wherever I am. For the several times that that has happened, they've always accepted that excuse.
I was working on some captions at my desk when I coughed kinda hard. I thought I felt something come out, but it didn't feel like I had to go poo, especially since I had made it to the big girl's potty earlier that morning. I dismissed the idea that I had just had an actual messy accident in my diaper until I coughed again, harder this time, (my throat was kinda dry from not drinking anything that morning) and then I definitely felt something come out.
I stood up in a flash and patted my diapered butt; I definitely felt something there. Since I had already messed myself a little bit, I guessed that I might have a little bit left more in me, so I squatted down next to my desk and pushed as hard as I could until I had nothing left in me. And since my diaper wasn't all that wet, I sat back down for another hour or so until my diaper was ready to change.
This was just one of many real messy accidents, and it's getting easier to mess my diaper as time goes on; I just don't think about it and let it happen.
I know it’s been a while since I’ve done one of these. Terribly sorry about that! I assure you that I haven’t deviated from the challenge, nor have I touched a potty anywhere at any time. This challenge started on July 26, 2021, which was 3 years, 10 months, and 13 days ago. I’m so close to my 4 year anniversary! Currently, the challenge ends on July 10, 2026, but I don’t think you guys will let me stop. (Pretty please don’t let me stop; I love this challenge) I had my first messing around my friends at my new place last weekend for my housewarming party. We got chinese takeout and something in the food didn't sit right with my tummy, so I excused myself to the bathroom, squatted down, and did the deed in my diaper as I had no other option. I had the fan on to make some background noise. Afterwards, I cleaned myself up and changed into a fresh diaper that I had stashed under the sink. While the friends I invited over know I need diapers, they don't know about my messing cha...
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