Diaper Dependency Articles

Hey everyone! I think it would be best to provide updates like this here and there detailing my descent into messing myself 24/7. It’s been just over two weeks and I haven’t touched the toilet for anything; I even shut off the water supply to it earlier this week! I don’t even use it to flush my poo down it. I just leave it in the diaper, tie it all up in a bag, then I take out the trash every night. I haven’t had another one of those stomach aches that made me fill my diaper like last week, a fact that I’m really grateful for. Sitting in poo for that long wasn’t fun, but it was better than the alternative of trying my hardest to painfully hold it all in until I got home. When I feel that familiar pressure in my bowels, instead of getting up to go use the potty like an adult, I’ve been either squatting down next to my bed or I settle down onto my legs, giving the back of my diaper enough room to expand. I do this on top of a disposable bedwetting underpad in case of leakage, too. Once ...

Hey y’all! Got a fun update for ya! It’s been nearly a full week of me messing my diapers. It’s been a bit of a struggle to be sure, but one that I’ve accepted. I’m working to see if it’s something that I can transition to full time messing instead of only once in a blue moon and I’m still kinda sorta on the fence about it. I rarely mess my diapers, except on rare occasions when others challenged me. I figured out a good way to keep the cleaning ickiness down by only messing my diaper squatting down. It just feels… natural, I guess? It’s a lot easier for me to go poo poo in this position and it’s easy to clean up, too. I figured out that untaping right after messing and using the back of the diaper to wipe away all the messy stuffs really helps minimizing the amount of time needed to clean myself. There’s no point in letting it get all squished against my butt when I stand back up, after all. I’ve been messing myself in this position nearly all of this past week and it’s been working o...